To Be Walang Hiya

Bubblegum lip gloss kissed, Our lifelines, our mirrors,

I was never a singkil princess These are Luminous Mysteries —

Knuckle cracking, polished toes, Our notebooks, our language,

I was never a Santacruzan queen To witness, to make way,

Black eyeliner, push up bra Our thirst and our wedding bands —

I was never a curtsying debutante To fill stone jars with water, to wed,

Loud, gum-smacking babygirl Our glamour and our armor.

I was never a tiaraed Miss Fil Am To transfigure, dazzling as the sun.