Möbius

for R.G.

As if sliding down the green, scuffed face
of the wave, a seaplane falls
and turns together, keeping the waters of

the ear flat: a dead calm. But when the window’ s
frowning strip of shoreline,
the battalions of tropical-drinks umbrellas

guarding the sandcastles and saltboxes
of the rich,
when these flip upside down, and the pale

clouded sky floats below the ocean,
then we jolt awake —
But this is not her dream, not water or land.

Tell me again, what illness do I think I have?

The ropes of blood coil through her neck,
they twist as it twists,
as the head looks for parents and young men,

for nurses, strangers, year upon year attending
until the pulpy blood
knots up at last, and the warrens of

the brain dry and crackle, a town of names
she saunters one long night:
streets without signs lead to a girlhood park,

to songs under stars, and lipstick,
old houses forever
unbuilding themselves — but within the blue

jungle scaffolding, a gallery of faces
stares back at her,
portraits she can’ t place... and then the town

flattens and crumbles behind her, it grows
to dry scrabbled pasture
under a dishplate moon, hanging there

in the tints of the sky, yet like a stopped
clock, right twice a day:

Now ma’ am, can you remember the name of
the President who was shot in the ‘60s?

— Lincoln?

And if the names had sunk beneath the sea,
rolling hump and hollow,
leopard spotted foam — surgeons would haul up

the big sharks and club them silly, knife off a fin,
then drop them
bleeding onto the docks of Alcatraz,

warning the inmates: “See that?
No inside fin,
they’ ll swim round this Rock forever....”

The convicts build the prison, then move inside,
their block minds
ignite a thousand homes by dawn,

then melt in the butter sun of
breakfast porridge....
But this is not the Philosopher’ s circle prison,

no lidless Eye radiates from the center,
beneficent
and watchful: the neutered grounds

here at the Residence for Life
are groomed
like the campus of Depression State U:

past the dwarfish berms and drumlins
a mazy cobalt
walkway slithers to the storage lake,

with its hooded fount of aqua vitae sudsing
the green larvae,
its dry Gazebo Isle no one shuffles to...

One night, the distraught Residence cook
shoots himself dead:
everyone mourns, but only the young staff

seek counseling, their threshold of death
not yet raised
to that of teetering Mr. On-His-Toes,

of Ms. Wheelchair-With-Political-Bumper-Stickers,
or elegant
Mrs. Whisper, polite confused survivors of

wiped-out families, trolley cars, jobs learned
and lost, a cosmos
squeezed beneath the blood boulder —

Why can’ t I remember my problem?

They do not scream. They who once
made things happen
now watch things happen to them:

they hand their middle chapters to
their children,
and quietly appraise the spindle of

a leafless sapling outside, staked
to three larger
poles of wood: all of them under arrest.

And you must calm yourself. In the acrid hold
of their boat,
whose strangely knotted sail whips the wind

round on each side, anchorless boat
that hugs the dock,
and keeps the dock from drifting to sea,

you can hear the first, reeling chapters,
of pierside painters
crowding a rustic barrel-and-shanty scene

so clichéd the locals called it “Port Motif
Number One” — :
the washy dab and smear of the medical test,

Can you tell me what day this is?

— You mean now?

The brush like an oar rinses off its paints;
a filmy rainbow
upon the waters, coils and ribbons

you trace in your own sweet time.