Toi Derricotte

F I M S T

For my unnamed brother (1943-1943)

i was left out
i was chosen second & then left out
i was left
handed i was left
to fend for myself i
was the second in
command the second
in line i came
without direction

*
i want the
milk i want my
first pick i want
choice & all its implications there was a

*
residue of
scar
between us it chafed
when we rubbed our
chests together

*
hello, brother, hello?
hello in there, brother, can you
hear me? it's a long
tunnel to the grave speak